I won't hesitate, this cannot wait

In the name of Allah

to change for better is never a crime

and usually a crime is easy to do for someone with evil heart

and it is hard for people with good heart

hence

if you say that changing for better is hard,

it is like doing telling you not to do any crime

while you're having a bad heart

honestly

i don't think you have bad heart

nor evil heart

it just that something has contaminated your pure good heart

so maybe to take it off from your heart is gonna takes some effort from you

just like removing stains from your shirts

some stains are easier to be removed, 

only require normal detergent

some is really tough to be removed

like the oil, or the paint

maybe require clorox 

or even multiple washing

just like our heart

sometimes

no, most of our time

our heart is stained with our sins

day by day

time passing by

unless we reflect and start washing them off

we will, not realized that our heart has become too deep

too black

too dirty

then it will become harder to be clean again

*HARDER* not impossible

hence, no worries

it is never too late to change for better

yes

you have your own struggle

i have mine

don't say that religious pious people are having easy life

because they have pure heart

don't say that

'cause you never know what they're battling with

be thankful

be strong

have faith

have courage

stay determined

stay positive

may Allah bless you

may Allah bless you

wallahu'alam

p/s: listening to Raef's songs

cool, he changed the lyrics,

made you remember Allah while listening to him